Im on a mission
I made my decision
Lead a path of self destruction
A slow progession
Killing my complexion
An its rotting out my teeth
Im on a roll
Lose some control
Im blowing of steam with
Meth Amphetamine
Dont know what i want
But thats all that ive got
And im picking scabs of my face
Every hour my blood is turning sour
And my pulse is beating outa time
I found a treasure
Filled with sick pleasure
And it sits on a thick white line
Im on a mission
I got no decision like a cripple
Running the rat race
Wish in one hand and shit in the other
And see which one gets filled first
Im just a mutt
And no where is my home
Where dignitys a land mine
In the school of lost hope
Ive panhandled for life because
Im not afraid to beg
Hand me your lost and founds
Of second hand regret
You better swallow your pride
Or youre gonna choke on it
You better digest you values
Cos they turn to shit
Honors gonna knock you down
Before your chance to stand up and fight
I know im not the one
I got no pride
Sects of disconnection
And traditions of lost faith
No cultures worth a stream of piss
Or a bullet in my face
To hell with unity
Seperations gonna kill us all
Torn to shreads and disjointed
Before the final fall
Ive got a knack for fucking everything up
My temper files and i get myself all wound up
My fuse is short and blood presure is high
I losr control and get myself all wound up
Tension mounts and i fly off the wall
I self destruct and i get myself all wound up
Petulance and irritation sets in
I throw a tanturm and get myself all wond up
Chip on my shoulder and leach on my back
Stuck in a rut and i get myself and i get myself all wound up
Killed my composure and it will never come back
Loss control and get myself all wound up
Blown out of proporation again
My temper flies and i get meyself all wound up
Spontaneous combustion
Panic attack
I slipped a gear and i get myself all wound up
Ready for a cheap escape
On the brink of self destruction
Widespread panic
Broken glass inside my head
Bleeding down these thoughts of
Anguish... mass confusion
The world is a sick machine
Breeding a mass of shit
With such a desolate conclusion
Fill the void with... I don't care
There's a plague inside of me
Eating at my disposition
Nothing's left
Torn out of reality
Into a state of no opinion
Limp with hate
The world is a sick machine
Breeding a mass of shit
With such a desolate conclusion
Fill the void with... I don't care
Standing on the corner of
Stuart and the Avenue
Ripping up my transfer
And a photograph of you
You're a blur of my dead past and rotting existance
As I stand laughing on the corner of insignificance
Well,Destiny is dead
In the hands of bad luck
Before it might have made some sense
But now it's all fucked up
Seasons change as well as minds
And I'm a two faced clown
You're mummy's little nightmare
Driving daddy's car around
I'm beat down and half brain dead
The long lost king of fools
I may be dumb
But I'm not stupid enough to stay with you
Well,Destiny is dead
In the hands of bad luck
Before it might have made some sense
But now it's all fucked up
Well,Destiny is dead
In the hands of bad luck
Before it might have made some sense
But now it's all fucked up
Somebody keep my balance
I think I'm falling off
Into a state of regression
The expiration date
Rapidly coming up
It's leaving me behind to rank
Always move forward
Going "straight" will get you nowhere
There is no progress
Evolution killed it all
I found my place in nowhere
I'm taking one step sideways
Leading with my crutch
Got a fucked up equilibrium
Count down from 9 to 5
Hooray! We're gonna die!
Blessed into our extinction
Always move forward
Going "straight" will get you nowhere
There is no progress
Evolution killed it all
I found my place in nowhere
Always move forward
Going "straight" will get you nowhere
There is no progress
Evolution killed it all
I found my place in nowhere
Boxed up
All of her favorite things
Sold the rest at a rainy yard sale
Big plans and leaving friends and
A westbound sign
Weighed out
Her choices on a scale
Prevailing nothing made sense
Just transportation and a
Blank decision...
She's taking off
Taking off...
Taking off... Taking off...
No time and no copping out
She's burning daylight and petrol
Blacked out the rearview mirror
Heading westward on
Strung out
On confusion road
And ten minute nervous breakdowns
Xanex a beer for thought
And she determined...
She's taking off
Taking off...
Taking off...
Taking off...
Is it salvation?
Or an escape from discontent?
Will she find her name
In the California cement?
Punched out of the grind
That punched her one too many times...
Is tragedy 2000 miles away?
She's taking off
Taking off...
Taking off...
Taking off...
Cheapskate on the hill
A thrill seeker making deals
Sugar city urchin wasting time
Town of lunatics
Begging for another fix
Turning tricks for speedballs
One more night
Making your rounds once again
Turning up empty handed
Bumming a ride
Burning daylight
Last up at dawn... tight wad hill
Drugstore hooligan
Another white trash mannequin
On display to rot up on the hill
Living out a lie
But having the time of his life
Hating every minute of his existance
Making your rounds once again
Turning up empty handed
Bumming a ride
Burning daylight
Last up at dawn... tight wad hill
Making your rounds once again
Turning up empty handed
Bumming a ride
Burning daylight
Last up at dawn... tight wad hill
Do as I say not as I do because
The shit so deep you can't run away
I beg to differ on the contrary
I agree with every word that you say
Talk is cheap and lies are expensive
My wallet's fat and so is my head
Hit and run and then I'll hit you again
I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb
Standards set and broken all the time
Control the chaos behind a gun
Call it as I see it even if
I was born deaf, blind and dumb
Losers winning big on the lottery
Rehab rejects still sniffing glue
Constant refutation with myself
I'm a vicitm of a catch 22
I have no belief
But I believe
I'm a walking contradiction
And I ain't got no right
Do as I say not as I do because
The shit so deep you can't run away
I beg to differ on the contrary
I agree with every word that you say
Talk is cheap and lies are expensive
My wallet's fat and so is my head
Hit and run and then I'll hit you again
I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb
I have no belief
But I believe
I'm a walking contradiction
And I ain't got no right
I have no belief
But I believe
I'm a walking contradiction
And I ain't got no right
